The New Year

So, 2011 sucked - big time. On January 25th, my husband left me for another woman. We had been together almost 17 years and I thought he was my soul mate. I felt I was one of the lucky ones to be so happily married. It was all a fantasy. But I was happy. And then I didn't think I would survive the sadness, hurt, and betrayal. For three weeks I was so upset I couldn't eat - I lost 22 pounds. At least some good came out of it. With the weight loss, I began to feel my teenage self returning. Remembering how much fun I used to have going out and hanging out with friends.

And now, life has settled into a slow, steady gait. I am no longer debilitated by the depression, but I'm not excited about life either. I've gained back some of my weight and part of me just wants to give up. But I can't - for my girls. I need to prove to them women do not need men and women can be hugely successful and happy without men. So, to get me back on track with the healthy eating and exercising I should have been doing all along, I will perform this knot spell to get rid of this fat.

Weight Loss Knot Spell

And my hope is that while losing weight and becoming healthy, I will also get back to my novel writing and update my blogs at least once a week. My year and a day of mourning is almost over - time to move on and stop giving him so much power over me.